And I'll tell you for why...

I got my old posts back yay!.. thanx to blogger for keeping my deleted or undeleted blog on file... i was upset before but i got over it.. so this is a lesson to everyone when you get over the things that go wrong and move on with your life sometimes you're able to get a second chance, to do it right.......


Always have faith and don't dwell to much on the mistakes learn from them....

Crawl back out of your sorry graves

" i still feel the same way as i did when i was a kid"..... Ghost Mice<3!.... So this weekend was a blast, it wasn't short nor long but full of my own little excitement but i think the highlight of my weekend is when i made Falafels and Tahini dressing on Saturday.....
It was a lot of fun but tons of work since i didn't have a food processor... i wonder how the people in the Middle East do it but whatever i did it without one... lol
i want to thank Mamoun's for the inspiration and Vegan with A Vengeance for the guidance....lol oooh and i want to thank my lovely mother for having Brunch with me.. She really enjoyed them i think more than i did and trust me they were really really good...lol.. So Lugie maybe before you leave for or after you get back from the Solomon Islands I'll make you a batch<3!


So I'm sort of bored with the music on my ipod and I've been finding new tunes to replace the old ones with.. ahhh I'm running out of space and everything i find is getting better and better...lol... well maybe they'll make the cut for next month YAY!... see here in Abbie Road's Music Land every one's a winner<3!....lol

Last thing before i disappear into the abyss... Saturday was Earth hour to make everyone aware of climate change and thanx for everyone who participated and no thank you to my neighbor Kelly for telling me he was going to turn on all of his lights for that hour.. he's horrible to me..lol.. well anyway before i went astray it rained hail last night and boy was it intense... interesting right.... we need to protect and treat our mother better than we treat ourselves, she's all we got left<3!

It's my right to be a fucking baby..sometimes...

ah true words spoken by the great Mike Kinsella... i adore thee... well this past week i've been trying to be productive getting up around 6:30 or 7 in the morning for my hour jog.. i need to get fitter if I'm going to be traveling to work by bicycle soon.. i can't wait. still pricing bikes, who would have known they cost so much especially if you want a good one... once i find the right bike, I'm leaning towards a Schwinn hybrid 700c, I'm going to be on the road... so hopefully in like 2 weeks i'll have my very own means of transportation...lol

well my homie Stacy has made up her mind and is moving to Georgia in three weeks which is depressing for me once again because she pretty much is the only friend i have left in long island... but whatever Georgia isn't all that far and next week she'll be moving in with me so thats going to be fun spending our last days as stoners<3!.. lol

Enjoy your day<3!

Riceboy sleeps...

is the opening of my Spring day, i hope to keep this enthusiasm for the days to come. Today is CommunitY of Hope and I'm pretty excited about this which believe me i never am. All i do is bitch and moan about how things are never done partially because of my own not doing. I had my evaluation last Thursday and Greg believes that i need to step up and take control of this program because it is mine and i say Thank You to that, frickin finally. Now i will be able to shape it the way i want or where i feel people need to be educated on more and it is about our Mother, Mother Earth<3!. Our workshop today will be about Urban Gardens, how to use less and conserve more for the Adults and for the youth drawing what Spring means to them plus teach them the importance of recycling this will soon be their planet. So wish me Luck and thank you Riceboy Sleeps for bringing me "Happiness".............

Milk...

So i finally saw the film and i may say it was very good... i learned about the "twinkie defense" from school as a youth but i didn't quite understand it.... sugar or sweets go better with milk.... play on logic..... well i already knew what to expect and and now i understand it a lot more.. James Franco and Sean Penn are an amazing duo.. well done boys, well done<3!....

So I've decided that I'm going to make a 'Things to do' list just like in the movie i bought the other day, "Things to do"..haha it was pretty funny and right where i am in life.... it's funny how things tend to find you at the right time in your life when you feel you've lost everything... i finally get the saying "sometimes you have to lose yourself to find yourself"....... interesting

celebrating my birthday at Disney....

I've been thinking about having my birthday celebration at Disney world.. why not.. I'm not getting any younger so why not make this year a great one... i just need people who are serious about having a great time.. it's open to anyone wanting to come they just have to pay their own expenses so bring love ones or anyone that is looking just to get away for awhile.... i'm planning on arriving there on Friday to soak up the sun and leaving Orlando maybe on Tuesday so i can head to Gainesville for the fest that upcoming weekend, so if you want to spend two weeks with me in Florida you are welcome to come as of now I'll be venturing alone....haha yeah....

Get your head around it......

i was awaken by the sound of modest mouse coming from my cellphone to confirm that the community of hope for this Sunday will go as planed. I was giving up on this event because it seemed as if i was the only one that wanted this program to prosper.... i figured if i want to give back to the community I'll do it my own way like a books no bomb or putting on a benefit sow in my backyard but i guess for now this will do and this coming June i am going to pass the torch to Husani<3!... good luck kiddo.....

Sunday bloody sunday...

Today was quite time consuming.. i got an early start this morning headed out with the moms to queens so i could spend my day in the city.. hit up Virgin and spent $120 dollars on 9 CDS and 4 DVDs.. haha yeah i went crazy....lol i didn't get all the CDs that were on my list but i was able to tackle 3.. not bad so YAY!....



I thought it was pretty cool to find my cousin's CD being sold there.. if i didn't already own it i would have gotten one of the copies... everyone check out New Bloods.. they are Kick ass and I'm not saying that because Osa is my cousin I'm just stating the truth...

All about Lily Chou-Chou

is my favorite movie at the moment.. i've been searching the web for this "Ether" that they've been referring to.....



thank you Lugie<3!.......

Virgo.....

..............i wonder if your horoscope read that I'm leaving you and this time its for good..........................

Dumb Luck.....

I'm so tired of cleaning... Lugie and his friend Mike are going to be here for a week and I'm so excited.... i think it's going to be pretty sweet having another brother for awhile....

so this week has been, i don't know but I'm going to say a little of life changing and prioritizing... Stacy and i were planning to get a place in Brooklyn with Alison and her friend in May but the thing is I'm going to have to find another job on top of being a full time student so its going to be tough..blaah so if that falls through we might just look for an affordable place out here on the Island hopefully in rockville centre or Lynbrook somewhere close to the city, close to school and not to damn expensive...lol

Off to bed i had a crazy week and i want to thank Stacy and the Ganjah we smoked for showing me a great time...

peace

open close open....

maybe you're right maybe i have no fucking clue of what I'm talking about but i do know one thing i want to live more love more laugh more if its with or without you.. I'll be here to pull you out of a rout and all but you need to help me out a little.. i don't know if I'm coming or I'm going the only thing i know is that I'm growing and sometimes i believe we are growing apart.... so we can either make the best of it or just not.... life is a funny thing..................

ummmm Maps & Atlases...lol

So it was really good seeing my boy Dave again..i thought he forgot about me but when he texted to see if i was coming out to chill i felt like YAAAAY.. he didn't forget me..lol... so anyways Stacy and i went down there hung out with him we didn't go to his friend Dave's apartment which was not to far from Southpaw but after the first time i hung out with him and his friends at his friend Dave's apartment i felt like i was being watched in a way but not really i was just paranoid i guess because it was my first time hanging with a ton of boys that i didn't really know...any one say gang bang...lol..nah but no worries thou it didn't go down like that..I'm a classy person at times...lol well i adore this kid DAVE<3!....i wish you didn't live in Chicago and i in new york...boooohooooo...lol....he's so funny<3!

OOOo and as Stacy and i were running through the streets of Brooklyn trying to catch out train i lost my precious hat, it pretty much disappeared when we went back to look for it it was non existent ... so sad it matched my plugs....lol

let's just LOVE HARD<3!...LMFAO

buried myself alive....

ahh i remember when i was young when i was alive, vibrant.. it's funny how we grow out of things we thought would last with us forever... what happened.. why didn't we find each other.. do you believe we will ever find it... i wish our young selves met before the war but hopefully we'll meet in the end.. my darling Berthelomew

hahahaha.. i was so ghey<3!... maybe we do have to lose ourselves in order to find ourselves<3...........................

Look Down....

You could build a sunset with a pile of sticks and break my heart with it....... i think the best line ever<3!... Algernon is one of my favorite bands at the moment..... i'm going to take it all this time...

YAY for Snow Days<3!........ leaving us with a bang<3!.............

such a fool....

I've just deleted my blog on accident...haha so sad my whole life is gone in a flash.. interesting.. it really makes you think.. well i guess it's time for a change you know out with the old and in with the new.. today is going to be a new day<3!....embrace it.....

Bob Marley was right if you inject the world with music this world would be a peaceful place...right on<3!.... there is so much music in the world and i want to taste and feel every last minute of it...Algernon Cadwallader takes over my life.... you could build a sunset out of sticks and break my heart with it....

Bob Marley

was right if you inject the world with music this world would be a peaceful place...right on<3!.... there is so much music in the world and i want to taste and feel every last minute of them.. Algernon Cadwallader takes over my life... you could build a sunset out of sticks and break my heart with it.................

I keep my poems underneath my pillow.....

Today was a pretty chill day even thou i didn't go to the City.. i think I've been a bitch lately to my mother and i need to nip that in the butt.. she's my best friend<3!...

I need to work on getting my applications out for school... i was checking for colleges that offer ASL as a degree.. well in a Masters but all i see are B.Ss... interesting maybe i should just graduate with a B.S in English and hopefully something will pop up..blah

Luke believes i should be a music journalist since thats the only thing i ever talk about.. haha yeah that would be a sweet gig but it would take the fun out writing about music.. my inspiration only comes to life when there are sweet sounds playing out of my speakers so i guess I'll just stick to blogging them..lmao

boy problems= kick ASS<3! ...........it's overwhelming me<3!...............................