Taking an interest in what i'm afriad of....

I had a boyfriend, and then i lost him... man.... I can't even keep a man. What's wrong with me? It's not like he was the greatest kid in the world, but he was a step up from what I've been used to. It hurts a lot, but in a way, I don't even feel a thing. I put way to much negative energy and energy, in general, into it that I destroyed the beauty of it. I sort of miss him, or I sort of miss being or lying next to someone. Plus, he was extremely sweet, so I guess I should stop texting him. He's not coming back, and I need to move on.......

In other news, i have my laptop back, which is awesome. I can listen to awesome music again. For example, Wavelets...... I'm in love......

my soul is at ease...speakeasie