And don't forget to breathe...

I guess, I haven't truly understood that phrase until now. Last night, I think I learned so much about what I'm capable of taking and what I wanted out of this town. I'm ready for a new chapter and a place where I feel safe riding a bicycle at night.

Cycling is my life. I enjoy it so much, and I don't want to picture my life not doing so. But last night showed that cyclist need to be respected by the cars on the road. If you feel that we get in your way, kindly go around us. Don't throw liquids at us from the passager side of your window as you pass us by.

To the person who threw liquid at me: What if I would have crashed or hurt myself badly because of the shock. It isn't funny and things like that shouldn't happen. Why would you resort to such harmful behavior and endanger some one's life in the process. It's baffling. but you know what, I'm still pissed and I hope your car explodes with you trapped in it. I know it's fucked up for me to wish that upon anyone, but you deserve it for your stupidity and not caring for your fellowman especially on the road.

Anyway, I hear Amsterdam is cyclist friendly.

Shakespeare

Ha!

so i went to London for spring break, and i absolutely adored it. I adored it so much that I'm trying to finish up my masters in creative writing there. I also met a boy, but I'm starting to think he doesn't feel the same about me. He sends me poems and I send him my poems, but I'm think I've frighten him. Somethings never change-intense as ever. This post will not be all about him, so I'll stop here.

London was amazing! I've been networking, trying to get my poems published overseas. I had a lot to say about London the previous days, but I'm guessing I'm all talked out... I have to write some more poems for the class that allowed me to venture out over the Atlantic.

I really hope I haven't scared my poet away. I thought it was going well....... ha

Eat your Oatmeal....

so... I'm heading to London with my class in a few days. I think i'm finally becoming excited. I felt nothing, not even a slight form of excitement, and everyone that I told of my next adventure felt more than I. So now, methinks, i'm finally feeling something maybe some sort of resemblance of excitement if that is what it is... So i'm going to London. yay! Yeah, it's excitement that I'm feeling ha..... I really don't know where I want to visit while I'm in London, but I do want to do all the tourist-y stuff just to get it out of the way. I think basically that it is what we'll be engaging in mostly as a group, which is pretty sweet. I don't think I would be getting this pretty rad experience if I did this alone or with my brother, Lookman...But we would of course done as much damage as possible..lol.. blah London♥ !.... I want to take in the night life of London. And feel London's true-self. I hope it's real fun, and everything i've ever dreamed of.....lol And then i'll take on Paris. Man, I hope I find a cool record store in London... I really want to check out the punk scene or a show and a record store..... i hope i find a cool record store....

Well anyway I'm in awe with these boys and sweet tasting oatmeal in the mornings......Oh Oatmeal<3!.