never meant.......

i don't know why I always set myself up for this or feel bad by an outcome.. why can't people grow up.. like seriously grow up.. i will never know and i will never know why i feel in the first place, not in general but why do i feel when you get me upset.. why do i even care i don't even like you like that but for some strange reason i always feel nausea.... man man man man.. tomorrow will be better....

just needed to get that off my chest.....

Back in school

SO I'm officially back in school and i find myself studying now at Plattsburgh State... yes my friends i finally went away to college...hahaha I'm loving it so far, my roommate is awesome, my suite mates are cool and my classes are amazing even thou i have quite a load on my hands... I'm taking 6 courses 5 which are English classes and 1 journalism class... So I'm going to be pretty busy this semester. umm what else is new... i just ordered a macbook pro and patiently awaiting its arrival.. YAY!!!! ummm i live an hour away from Montreal.. ummm I'm broke (well that's nothing new)... umm it just dawned on me that I've been out of school for 2 years... and i guess that is about it so far.. hopefully once i get my hands on my macbook i think you'll start hearing a lot from me plus i don't get the whole tumblr thing as yet well i get it but no one wants to follow any of my blogs hahaha i guess I'm not cool enough and plus my page never sticks to one topic except for my vegan recipe page other than that I'm all over the place but on here, blogspot, is where i can really let my hair down and say what ever i please and not care if the world is reading.. i guess... well i have tons and tons of material to read but I'll keep in touch more... haha