So I don't love him... he doesn't even know his own self-worth!

I attended a Diversity Committee meeting on campus last night and it was great. I miss people of color and real people who aren't afraid to talk about color... let me hear your stories. I'm glad I did.. I had so much on my chest and I didn't know it. I also realize that I'm a strong human being and that I'm detrimental to my own self because I internalize.. I need an outlook and I love Guitsy.. He's been great and I'm glad he challenges me and I'm glad I challenge him to talk about race... it hurts him too.. he's the color and gender of the oppressor and it beats down on him too because he's not an oppressor, he's been oppressed too.. dang......................................... racism sucks

I love him!

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I still love this kid.... Man. I told him everything. I've never been so honest with anyone and he held my pain. The pain afflicted by the outside world and the internal world that I call myself. He held it. All. Even though the weight got heavy and he got distant..why did he come back to hold it? loneliness..possiblly... guilt..mostly.... love..I sure hope so... Until then I'm perfectly happy being with my best friend.....until we can both figure out what that means...

My new Woman crush......