sick and tired of your bull

so today i got my paper back from ASl and i got an A.. YAY.. thats great so if i would have read the damn book i probably would have gotten an A+.. nah....

I'm so tired and it's so HOTTT outside. i just want to go home but i can't i have to work at the mall tonight which sucks big time blah...... but whatever i'm not working tomorrow night so it's all good.. going to go home finish typing my english paper and smoke some trees... i can't wait....

That's all i have been doing lately just chilling listen to circa and smoking L's.. i can't wait to the summer when that's all i'm going to do.. i think i should apply for a job at Chase but i don't know if they give drug test.....

my face is breaking out i think it's because of these pills but if so damn these shits work fast.... because this is only the second day and these mofos came out around the afternoon yesterday and hurt like hell.. it might just be my period or something.....whatever.. alright i'm out about to head out to the mall.... Peace out!

<3peace

i saw this coming.....

so today was my first day on the pill and i felt a little nausea but then after i ate that orange i felt so much better.. just please don't gain weight please let's lose it....lol.. whatever....

Just finished my papers and now i'm just chilling listening to Circa

my first link i hope it works.......lol

well i never got to tell you my bizzare dream.... okay it all started with Daniel and I on some boat that was sort of sinking or had a lot of water in it.. i told Daniel to wait outside for me because i needed to get something.... but when i got back his mom said he already left... next thing you know i'm having sex with some black guy... he was so damn Hot.. hahaha..... okay so after that i ended up at a shitty ass job a little like spencers and my son<3 came in... he was the most beautiful thing in the world and i'm not just saying that because he was mine but he was...two years and bad ass hell...reminded me a little like Amirat.... he looked just like Daniel and me... aawww so beautiful just like his father<3.. but in my dream i didn't have full custody of him, he was staying with this family who were trying to help get me full custody... i wanted to take a picture of him with my phone but my phone read "memory full" and when i woke up i tried to take a picture and it read "memory full"... what does this mean?.....

that was a trippy dream but it felt sooooooooo real..... a son<3

the one with the wurlitzer

so i skipped my anatomy class today as if i was passing it..... i don't get it. i wanted this so bad.. i do i did... but it's all slipping away.. i'm not as young as i was before and all i want to do is get a real job and be independent.. i use to be so sure of myself.. i can do it.. it's tough but i'll make it... i feel bad for just throwing my money away like that.. applying to school.. but whatever i'll just be a part time student or something..... i don't know maybe i need to start finding a real job but enjoying life the way i chose to....

waste some time with you

mixed emotions like always.... i don't know what i want to do with myself..i need to grow up because time is catching up but once school is out I'm going to look for a full time with benefits job....ah i think maybe i should have held on to that 70 bucks instead of sending it out for school... or have something really good a long side it....blah

well i got a lot more other things to worry about.. these birth control pills.. I've been on the forum and people said some nice and please able things and other said other wise....blah..

spoke to Daniel finally today..we were playing phone tag...i don't know why i call when he doesn't pick up..but he calls back every time...so maybe it's a sign..who knows i wish i knew....

we should have quit before we started.. but it was beautiful<3!...

<3peace

I'd like to Know.....

it's a beautiful day...

i have to work tonight which sucks because i wasn't scheduled before to so you know.. another employee quit.. they are dropping like flys...lol

i never got to tell you about the circa show which was by far amazing.. and like i always i crowd surf to Anthony and he always lets me shake the top of his head.. i think he remembers me.. hahaha he is love...

ran into an old friend from NCC... pretty cool to see Larry again...

wel it's offical i don't work at HT anymore and it's pretty sweet... spencers is going to be a great look in the summer hopefully i'll work the morning shifts so it won't be that bad.... i need to save money because my savings isn't really growing as fast as i thought it would.... but hoepfully by the end of this month or next i want to have atleast 600 bucks in there.. so i'll be sort of on my way to my goal.. sort of...

well i'm pretty mad at Alberto from stealing shit from my store.. because they know that we are all friends and i trust him and he betrayed me by doing that.. you know if i didn't love him so much i would have reported him but i do.. but i'm not about to lose my job for you, you know sooooooo disrespectful yo soooo....

Anthony stopped by i've missed him i haven't seen him in like forever..AWWWW my ANTONIO<3!.....

i have an lecture exam tomorrow and i think i'm going to fail and that pretty sucks but i'm through with school...

oooooh yeah 420<3! was amazing Trice and i baaked out her truck... good times to bad it's our last 420...blah!

alright i have so much to tell you but my fingers are kind of tired of typing so much......


i have to get that Dntel album<3!.. i can't wait til it comes out

it's the same old lines...

i really need touch up my hair yo.. i think i'll take out this weekend.. i'm not going to go that show i'm going to stay home.. try to do my hair and do some studying for my anatomy exam on tuesday...

i think i did well on my lab exam but i know i made some mistakes that i should have gotten right.. but i hope i got atleast a 80.. i need to pass with atleast a 85 to be able to get a c+ or maybe a B in this class....blah

circa survive tomorrow!.. i think i've met my match<3......

<3peace

yeah yeah same 'ol story yo

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so i made it on circa top 3... pretty sweet yo.. pretty sweet..

ahh this anatomy is blowing my brains yo.. and i have it in the next 28 minutes well lecture that is... i have a lab exam at 10 am tomorrow.. how depressing... so i devote this day ANATOMY LAB day..blah

Happy Birthday Daddie<3!

here at work and professor beckman looks great and i didn't get blamed for her sickness.. hahaha close call... it's been really nasty weather lately.. dark and gloomy.. so sad... i'm starving myself now because i've gained 10 pounds..yikes..

last night i was so high that i didn't know that i fell asleep.. thank god for lugie coming into my room this morning because i would have been ass out yo...

i have my anatomy lab exam so i've been looking over it... but tomorrow i'm going to pick up some weed but not smoke until i'm sure that i am ready for my exam on wednesday morning at 10.... 90 bucks yo... but whatever it'll last me hopefully 6 to 8 weeks since i don't really smoke like that.....

so i'm working with that kid andrew who used to follow Jes aorund when she worked at our HT.. i have to leave her a comment...

so i download the used ringtone for Daniel.. it's not oficial if he doesn't have bert.. even thou i can't stand that kid sometimes i can't stay mad at him for long.. which sucks... it really sucks that i care so much about him....blah

alright i don't think i'll ever change my myspace song.. it just fits me perfectly<333333!

Today is my dad's birthday i got him a pimp cup and an old pimp card to go with it.. he thought it was very funny but wait til he shows everyone else they are going to laugh....... blah

laters im going to ASL now...

<3peace

so what bought you back to this place

Daniel is soooooo weird i swear and a little creepy....lol last night Lugie and i were watching a movie.. and he called mind you it's been 2 months since i've seen him and 8 days since i've talked him and he called to see if i wanted to spend the night with him.. i did the Michael Tucci "huh" thing and said no....lol... and he was like okay i gotta go... you don't like rejection right well join the fuckin club.. you're supposed to be my boyfriend and this how you treat me... so i'm going to do the same.. i tell everyone that i'm single becuase I AM....well anyway i felt a little bad so i called him back twice he didn't pick up.... and now just a few minutes ago he aims me....

Rockersmusick (9:46:22 AM): hello
dahippielove (9:49:45 AM): hello
dahippielove (9:50:25 AM): how are you?
Rockersmusick (9:51:31 AM): what
Rockersmusick (9:51:43 AM): you are awake ?
dahippielove (9:50:48 AM): yes sir
dahippielove (9:51:06 AM): why are you up so early
Rockersmusick (9:52:23 AM): i always am
dahippielove (9:51:43 AM): ahh that sucks.. i called you back whore
Rockersmusick (9:52:54 AM): i notice my phone was dead
Rockersmusick (9:53:21 AM): what are you doing ?
dahippielove (9:52:29 AM): working at spencers
Rockersmusick (9:53:37 AM): ok bye
Rockersmusick (9:53:39 AM): =)
Rockersmusick signed off at 9:52:44 AM.
dahippielove (9:52:45 AM): you should come by
Rockersmusick is not available

i give up............blah.. alright gotta get ready to bounce ahhhh another long day traveling in the rain BLAH!.......

<3peace

i'll just turn around

i'm so bored.. waiting for bobby to call me so i can get some smoke.. but other than getting lost in far rockaway earlier today and so mishap with brand new tickets.. i'll get to the bottom of this..... maybe that creep knew it was me blah whatever....

i need to relax my hair....

i listen to circa survive 735 times so far....lol .. got to gte pumpped the show is in 5 days.. i can't wait


<3peace

hey! hey! hey! I don't like your girlfriend!

so it was the wrong Derek.. the one from Hot Topic... okay so today i will be handing in my resignation Letter to HT.. so sad

Once again the Lab is closed because Professor Beckman is sick... i know when she gets back she is going to blame this on me.... speaking of blame.. you know Lucy blamed me for getting her sick aswell.... just blame the hippie<3...lol..

so now im going to get some coffee and try to catch up on some reading in English...blah

i want to go back to sleep

I rushed all the way here to get to the lab and she isn't even here.. i think i might skip class and head to the city.....

omg DEREK just called... hahahahahahaahahhaha

Meet me in Montauk

He called<33333333!

<3peace

Young Machetes

YAY! I got a PBA card.. thats pretty sweet.....

i'm hungry and enjoying my day off... i just hit my ol' trustie purp-pipelie ... had a little of left over weed... i need to get me some shit....blah

Oh my..... my mom's family is losing it all... my heart goes out to my aunt and cousins because aunt is going to drive herself crazy and them away from her.... it's soooo sad.... i hope she gets better....

you know what sucks that Spencers is asking me to choose them or hot topic.. thanx Jay.. you fuckin prick.. i enjoyed working at both... i was getting used to my one day a week at HT.. that blows but i told Lucy that i was going to stay with HT and her face was like 'omg whyyyy?'... everyone there wants me to stay and i want to stay... i'm stupid because spencers is basically bringing in my income... Lucy isn't all that bad, she was actually cool yesterday so i guess i've made a decision it's nothing personally but i'm going to leave HT.. i need money plus i heard that they are going to be firing all of us and hiring a whole new staff.... since we fail to show up when they call us to come in.. they have some nerve.. we don't make enough to jump when they ask us plus we have lives and other jobs because you wouldn't give us hours in the first place..... whatever.. i guess i should use this as my inspiration to put in my two weeks at HT.... whatever

oooh i met a boy last night well he comes in all the time at spencers.... he's cute i hope he calls so we could maybe chill or something.... just remember you make me do this......

<3peace

for you

ahhh another depressing entry i think i'm on a roll here.....

went down to brooklyn to do my taxes.. it started out horrible.. being rushed and yelled at in the morning doesnt really get anyone chipper for the day.. the Federal Part was easy and well done but the State was a different story.. everyone there were assholes except for this nice woman who actually wanted to do her job..thank you lady.. she came out with her calculator because she saw that i was in distress after having my intellegnece insulted by that stupid bitch behind the couter "don't you go to school" when i simply asked her if i filled out the right boxes.. what a bitch.. i was so angry that my face turned red and my eyes fluttered with tears..... OMG i wanted to climb over that counter and rip her throat where she stood..... it wasn't just her that was being inconsiderate of our needs.... i'm sorry lady that i didn't fucking take a class in IRS... i guess she heard me call her a bitch for insulting my intellegence in front of everyone that when i went back to her to give her my forms she was apologizing and changing her story around "no i was asking if you were in school".... riight bitch save it for someone who cares because you already added to my shitty day...... so once again i fucking owe the fucking stupid ass ungrateful motherfucking government.......

ooh and another thing i got another fucking ticket..... this time for parking i fucking hate my life..

here's another one for you kid

i don't know what to do i'm so miserable...............

i wish i was fortune teller

yo this movie that i'm watching is pretty biazzare. i don't know if its becuase i'm sick but yo.. i want to know who they killed since they killed the wrong person... waiting waititng waiting and i still don't know who they killed... i really think they killed his daughter by mistake.... how horrible.... it was really curse on him..... well anyway

so sales associates are dropping like flies at Hot topic and spencers... omg i fuckin hate bob dylan i really do.. i fucking hate myself.. i really fucking do i really fucking do.. i wish i could you know just disappear........

Stone Free

Finally a time to reflect but not trully because my AIM lights are blinking like a time bomb about to explode in relief.....blah anywayz




So let's begin with Bloc Party....... AMAZING<3!.. at first we were a little turned off by the theatre since it was all runned down and the area it was in.... waiting outside for the show Lugie and I met a guy who was pretty chill he gave us his extra balcony tickets just in case we didn't like our SEATS..... yeah i said it SEATS.. this is the first time i've ever been to any show with seats so i guess its official.....Lugie and i went to a concert...our very first....hahaha so gay.. so the begining of our concert life we kept switching seats since our original seats were in row Z.... yeah but anyway it was so much fun.....For Albert Hammond Jr<3 we stayed in the balcony seats.. ahhh he was so amazing and i really have to invest in his cd but 15 bucks is a lot i know i can find somewhere cheaper....but if i have to i'll just pay the lousy 15 bucks..blah it's worth it.... So when bloc party came on for the first song we stayed up in the balcony but it was pretty gay so we went back downstairs and later ended up all the way in the front DANCING AND SINGING.. OOO MY GOD IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!.... we have to see them again and again.. i'm pretty mad that we missed them before but hey atleast we got to see them now.. so lugie suggests that we see them at a festival and i'm so down with that..... ahh it was so funny Kele came down into the crowd right next to lugie...so lugie put his arm around him and yelled Nigeria in his ear.. Kele laughed...hahahahahaha GOOD TIMES<3!... so i think i'm forming a little crush on Kele<3.. his skin is soooo soft.. hahahahaha im so gay...lol

I wish we could meet Kele and tell him how proud we are of him to be one of us.. you know coming from a culture that only accepts doctors and lawyers and being in a musical band that isn't targeted to Nigerian culture is a huge step plus A LOOOOT of heated agruments... Now we have bloc party and tv on the radio and next it'll be sibling duo Lugie and Abbie<3.... we can do this Lugie and then have a nigerian tour with those two bands oooo and have Sade as our opening act.....i can see it now...lol

okay BLOOD BROTHERS tonight<3!