"A scattered brain with scattered thoughts, make for a scattered table" - from Lookmanmojeed.com

Sums up how I'm feeling at the moment. I bombed my paper... a boy... dang! I need to get it all together.

This is my last year and I'm letting it all slip away. I'm just going to say, it's probably due to all the recent shifts in my life. I broke off my sexual relationship with Max; I quit my laundromat job, I'm taking three classes that I don't need and all is time consuming; I'm taking on a task for Kate at work; I started hanging and also thinking about the boy from across the street.... Agh! I need to get it together.

They (City or landlord) cut down the beautiful tree in front of our house, making it look barrenly cold and openly lonely. I feel like I'm on display... No more shade, no more warmth, no more grace, no more strength, no more beauty. It's been a rough couple of weeks....