Boiled Frogs

Pretty sweet tonight is bloc party and i am so EXCITED!.. i don't know how im going to do my hair thou... ahh and i'm going to do my nails and be pretty.. hopefully it will get warmer because this morning traveling here to the communication lab i was freezing my ass off sleeping on the bus.... Ahh sooooo cold

So spring break has started and it is much needed.. i think i'm going to learn an Anthony Green song and probably write a song while i'm vacationing since i have a few days for myself unlike last break.... YAY!....

Yesterday i thought i was going to get fired because i came in a little late but Lucy wasn't working so it was all good.. i wish she wouldn't schedule me for hours i can't work.. duh lady.. well Christine is gone she was a no show no show... hey atleast i picked up yo.... so another 230 check.. YAY!.....

I got my hair did and i'm really feeling it but its so hard to keep up.. you actually have to come your hair ... damn me and my hippie ways....

ooooo did i tell you about the nice old lady who politely called me a nice colored girl.... she meant no harm.....lmfao... old people are just soooooooo....lol

i think i kind of like mister Shane but i really do enjoy checking him at his job i wish we would hangout or something.... it's been a year already and i think i need to start dating again.... so i think i'll ask him to hang with me.. the worst he'll say is no and i highly doubt he'll say no...

shut up you lousy Terror-ist

I have flu symptoms and i want to just walk into a bus or just sleep for awhile....... i have an exam in two hours i think i'm sort of ready for it...i just have to shake this cloggy head feeling and then it's all good from here.....

I hope i got atleast an 85 but i do know i'm going to get some points taken off because i didn't specify right or left on a few models..... AHHHH!...

so i thought i was scheduled to work at HT 6 to closing but it turns out i had to be there at 5..... so i was 23 minutes late.. good thing i left school early just to chill in the mall for awhile... i kind of have my outfit for bloc party.. now i need to get my hair done and purchase the jumper shirt.. its so cute.. i look so cute....lol

i had the weirdest dream last night... Kenny from Moneen was my English Teacher and he handed me back my paper and mention Architecture in Helsinki on it..not realizing that they are one of my favorites...i told him that and then we went on and on about them..in front of everyone in the class...... one of the girls in my class tried to get jealous...even thou Kenny and i have a sort of connection..... but yeah it was pretty weird but you know i enjoy the persence of Kenny...i like him and we all know this.... hahahaha

okay i'm going to finish studying and then start working at the communication lab... pleaase don't rain on my head.. im too sick for this......

<3peace

Telephone Wires

So i guess i'm making use of this huh?... i think i'm a little addicted to this like i'm addicted to my pen hitting the paper of my little journal that i carry everywhere with me.... i just don't want to forget anything thats all....

i'm ready for this i have an exam in 15 minutes and i have to say that i've been busting my butt for this so wish me luck.... luck!?!...

i didn't go to lecture yesterday i stayed at the show and it was okay but it kind of sucked because it was acoustic... Samuel was there and everyone knows how i feel about Samuel and what we could have been and what we are now.... crazy

I think my english professor fancies my writing.. i think i want to be a writer of something like that.. i enjoy writing but whose going to read my book.. no one.. maybe when i'm old and grey i'll publish my journals as "memiors".. hahaha what a loser....

So tonight im'm working at Hot Topic and tomorrow is my night off.. so i'm going to work on my sign language videos so that'll be done by next week to meet the deadline on next week thursday.. i got this no worries, i'm a doctor......lol

i bought a book yesterday from my other job spencers.... how to give a mind blowing blow job... hahaha so after i finish up my work and get ready for SPRING BREAK!... i'll be doing some educational reading.....so get ready Daniel<3...lol

i'll just end off with these two words........Anthony Green<3

M.A.D.

SO i didn't get fired but i got my final write up soo... i wanna quit but i need the money for awhile.. i wont be able to afford a car until my birthday but im going to work my hardest in the summer.. it's just to hard to do it while you're going to school full time.....

Tonight t 8:20 pm is the official time and day of Spring.... YAY!.. i'm so excited....

Saves the day and Say ANything are playing today at 11 am.. i want to cut class and stay for the whole thing but i'm just going to go to class and just leave early.. i think thats the best thing...... i wanna DANCE it's SPRING!

I saw Evan today i'm madly in love sort of.. one day we are going to hook up and it's going to be fun as hell... hahaha..... he's band cd isn't that bad its pretty good actually... i'm really enjoying it.. it's well produced... i'm going to call him tonight.... hey he told me too and i'm going to take full advantage of it.. hahahaha SLUT!....

Working at Spencers 4 to 10... and once again she cut my hours for my display this past weekend.. my dad is like the random person in the world he called me earlier and was asking me about Spencers... i hope he gives me that 40 bucks he promised.....

someday you will die and someone is going to steal your heat

so today i feel so much better.. like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder and trust me i haven't felt this good since.... i don't even remember.... my livejournal entry was depressing and i think i depressed a lot of other people when they actually read it.....

I felt a little bad because i made Daniel feel horrible because i kind of blamed him for my unhappiness... so i had to make things right and we talked and i explained to him that he is one of the main reasons why i'm happy... i love the kid but somethings i'm just to intense for myself.....

i'm kind of liking this blogger thing because no one other than Lugie and probably a few other people could read this.. it's sort of like a secret in a way....

Modest Mouse new album is frickin amazing if i don't get fired today from Spencers i might just pick it up tomorrow...blah

Miguel is pretty cool i ran into him (literally speaking) on the field and we chilled for awhile since i was running errons for my boss at the communication lab..... yeah we talked and this was actaully the first time we have ever been alone without the whole crew... he's pretty cool but like i said before no one believes i'm 23....lol

alright i'm going back to studying for my anatomy lab exam on wednesday....

In this hole

my first entry in one out of my million and three online bloggers/livejournal/xanga... i've been whoring myself all over the internet.....blah



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