"Oh Man"

What am I searching for? I have a feeling, I'm missing the big picture of an inside joke. I'm pretty sure this is going somewhere. I hooked up with my recent ex-boyfriend yesterday, after being somewhat aggressive, spamming his inbox ha. Geez, I hope it's not my biological clock ticking... Is it true? Dirty thirty? ha I don't know but that's not cool. Tired. so tired. tons of work to complete and start. no sleep. why. really why. "To sleep, perhaps to dream." I can't wait for the semester to be over....