Weird

is a word that sums up every relationship I have ever had with a virgo. I don't get it; I don't get them; I don't get myself. It's crazy. We just started this romance, and I feel like i've ruined everything. I'm an emotional wreck, and my unsteadiness could be rooted to my parents. I shouldn't blame them for all of my wrong-doings, but I feel this is the only way I can approach these inner demons with hopes of releasing them. For the first time, I felt jealousy. Maybe I felt it before this and never quite understood the strength of this attribute. It's not charming, and it will destroy a blooming relationship. I ruined it.........blaaaaaaah

maybe I'll give it space with hopes that whatever happened last night will just be a distant memory. I can't believe i ditched my boy. I was so high, and I let him down. I feel like a fool. A fool is what I feel like........