Ever feel as if you are lost within the space and time or even lost between the space and time of specks of snow flurries?

That's how i feel at the moment.. i know that's a strange way to look at it but if you understand what I'm getting at you'll understand my question. I've been a floater and i tend to forget why i am here... i know i truly want to become a better writer just like the greats before me and it seems as if i am on my way due to suffering from chronic despair which is essential to all writers... ha.. Jonathan Culler believes the Author's life is very important to a text of writing where as Roland Barthes believes that the author isn't important it's more about the readers interpretation of their style of writing and how the reader interprets it.


but i agree that "life never does more than imitate the book, and the book itself is only a tissue of signs," ........ i speak in riddles that only i can possibly decode but do i really want you to decode me?..... life is more like mystery well to me that is and it's what you make it or in Barthes case, the connection of space and time...... so am i the space and time?...lol


i wish i would have brought i ♥ huckabees dvd with me.. i need a little existentialism in my life right now