think i'm a little bit in love with you.....

so i just hung out with my ex boyfriend Kevin and it felt as if 7 years wasn't all that long ago.. he is so chill like i remembered... To think i still thought about him all these years apart since we were forced to part because of situations such as being young and that he moved down south.... but yeah it was really good chilling with "the one that got away"...lol

hahaha he is texting me while im typing this but yeah this is so weird but not really i don't have any feelings at the moment which is just not like me so i guess this might be good for me..maybe... i guess... i don't know i'll see where this goes.... i just can't believe he has 17 month old son.. so am i ready to be a step mother before I'm a mother.. hahahaha very interesting

so today i went to the city and stopped by this radical bookstore and picked up my very own slingshot planner that i have been overly obsessing about since leaving florida.. YAY!.. i have to go back soon to pick up this book i caught my eyes on.. i wish i had more money but whatever another excuse to hang in the city but this time i could chill out there a little longer... i had a dentist appointment at 2 so i couldn't wonder for awhile... so sad being that today was an amazing day... I'm just glad i didn't have to go to work.. a week day to myself and a wonderful week day it was... i got to read my book in peace courtesy of my new Ipod.. thank you new friend<3!...

ooh before i forget ghetto black boys are rude especially when they are trying to "holla" at you.. hahaha give it a rest i would never want to "holla" at someone who approaches me with the lines "hold on one minute so i could talk to you" ha i would never stop for a guy like that.. come off smooth and just start with a "hi" and maybe i put maybe i might respond but i wont count on being interested.. hahahaha this is why i'm alone....lol

sooooooooo am i ready to have a boyfriend.. ahahaha he is a little naive but i think he figures i would make his llfe a little better.. which would suck because maybe i'm not ready to have a family started out for me you know... the kid isn't the problem I'm the problem.. i like being single in a way.. why can't we just cuddle and not think about labels for awhile.....