sick and tired of your bull

so today i got my paper back from ASl and i got an A.. YAY.. thats great so if i would have read the damn book i probably would have gotten an A+.. nah....

I'm so tired and it's so HOTTT outside. i just want to go home but i can't i have to work at the mall tonight which sucks big time blah...... but whatever i'm not working tomorrow night so it's all good.. going to go home finish typing my english paper and smoke some trees... i can't wait....

That's all i have been doing lately just chilling listen to circa and smoking L's.. i can't wait to the summer when that's all i'm going to do.. i think i should apply for a job at Chase but i don't know if they give drug test.....

my face is breaking out i think it's because of these pills but if so damn these shits work fast.... because this is only the second day and these mofos came out around the afternoon yesterday and hurt like hell.. it might just be my period or something.....whatever.. alright i'm out about to head out to the mall.... Peace out!

<3peace

i saw this coming.....

so today was my first day on the pill and i felt a little nausea but then after i ate that orange i felt so much better.. just please don't gain weight please let's lose it....lol.. whatever....

Just finished my papers and now i'm just chilling listening to Circa

my first link i hope it works.......lol

well i never got to tell you my bizzare dream.... okay it all started with Daniel and I on some boat that was sort of sinking or had a lot of water in it.. i told Daniel to wait outside for me because i needed to get something.... but when i got back his mom said he already left... next thing you know i'm having sex with some black guy... he was so damn Hot.. hahaha..... okay so after that i ended up at a shitty ass job a little like spencers and my son<3 came in... he was the most beautiful thing in the world and i'm not just saying that because he was mine but he was...two years and bad ass hell...reminded me a little like Amirat.... he looked just like Daniel and me... aawww so beautiful just like his father<3.. but in my dream i didn't have full custody of him, he was staying with this family who were trying to help get me full custody... i wanted to take a picture of him with my phone but my phone read "memory full" and when i woke up i tried to take a picture and it read "memory full"... what does this mean?.....

that was a trippy dream but it felt sooooooooo real..... a son<3

the one with the wurlitzer

so i skipped my anatomy class today as if i was passing it..... i don't get it. i wanted this so bad.. i do i did... but it's all slipping away.. i'm not as young as i was before and all i want to do is get a real job and be independent.. i use to be so sure of myself.. i can do it.. it's tough but i'll make it... i feel bad for just throwing my money away like that.. applying to school.. but whatever i'll just be a part time student or something..... i don't know maybe i need to start finding a real job but enjoying life the way i chose to....

waste some time with you

mixed emotions like always.... i don't know what i want to do with myself..i need to grow up because time is catching up but once school is out I'm going to look for a full time with benefits job....ah i think maybe i should have held on to that 70 bucks instead of sending it out for school... or have something really good a long side it....blah

well i got a lot more other things to worry about.. these birth control pills.. I've been on the forum and people said some nice and please able things and other said other wise....blah..

spoke to Daniel finally today..we were playing phone tag...i don't know why i call when he doesn't pick up..but he calls back every time...so maybe it's a sign..who knows i wish i knew....

we should have quit before we started.. but it was beautiful<3!...

<3peace

I'd like to Know.....

it's a beautiful day...

i have to work tonight which sucks because i wasn't scheduled before to so you know.. another employee quit.. they are dropping like flys...lol

i never got to tell you about the circa show which was by far amazing.. and like i always i crowd surf to Anthony and he always lets me shake the top of his head.. i think he remembers me.. hahaha he is love...

ran into an old friend from NCC... pretty cool to see Larry again...

wel it's offical i don't work at HT anymore and it's pretty sweet... spencers is going to be a great look in the summer hopefully i'll work the morning shifts so it won't be that bad.... i need to save money because my savings isn't really growing as fast as i thought it would.... but hoepfully by the end of this month or next i want to have atleast 600 bucks in there.. so i'll be sort of on my way to my goal.. sort of...

well i'm pretty mad at Alberto from stealing shit from my store.. because they know that we are all friends and i trust him and he betrayed me by doing that.. you know if i didn't love him so much i would have reported him but i do.. but i'm not about to lose my job for you, you know sooooooo disrespectful yo soooo....

Anthony stopped by i've missed him i haven't seen him in like forever..AWWWW my ANTONIO<3!.....

i have an lecture exam tomorrow and i think i'm going to fail and that pretty sucks but i'm through with school...

oooooh yeah 420<3! was amazing Trice and i baaked out her truck... good times to bad it's our last 420...blah!

alright i have so much to tell you but my fingers are kind of tired of typing so much......


i have to get that Dntel album<3!.. i can't wait til it comes out

it's the same old lines...

i really need touch up my hair yo.. i think i'll take out this weekend.. i'm not going to go that show i'm going to stay home.. try to do my hair and do some studying for my anatomy exam on tuesday...

i think i did well on my lab exam but i know i made some mistakes that i should have gotten right.. but i hope i got atleast a 80.. i need to pass with atleast a 85 to be able to get a c+ or maybe a B in this class....blah

circa survive tomorrow!.. i think i've met my match<3......

<3peace

yeah yeah same 'ol story yo

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so i made it on circa top 3... pretty sweet yo.. pretty sweet..

ahh this anatomy is blowing my brains yo.. and i have it in the next 28 minutes well lecture that is... i have a lab exam at 10 am tomorrow.. how depressing... so i devote this day ANATOMY LAB day..blah