Vitality

Ahhh! I'm 28... wow! crazy, i know. Well let me fill you in since a lot has happened since my last entry. I'll start off with the birthday, and then work my way to the past, and then pass the present to my hopes for the future.

My birthday was sooo much fun yesterday. I got all dressed up, and the older generation really enjoyed it. It was if i brought them back in time, a place where they felt mostly alive.. ha maybe not but it's nice to think so....



Yeah, my housemates and I checked out the Firefighter Haunted House, and it was a haunting. I FRICKIN' LOVED IT! so good. It was like all the horrific things in my mind, brought to life. INSANE! and the clowns.... you know how i feel about them, but yet I can't turn away from them. ha! I was sooo baaked too; it was great. I got this budd called Julius Caesar and my is it strong, just like the man...lol and I took some G-shots at Suleika's. I adore her. Speaking of Suleika, I sort of made-out with her brother, Rey..lol well not really but the corner of our lips touched (: lol It was nice though...lol

ummm.... yeah, Max and I broke up last Sunday, and I miss him so much... Seeing him yesterday at 67 made me so nervous and did I tell you I was pretty baaked...lol yeah, I wish he would have stopped over my house before he headed home for the night... I really want him back ):

OOOO in other news, I'm so in love with Tiffany roommate's kitten, Chocolate. She is frickin adorable, and she's a little hand slut. This kid Max (yeah too many Maxwells in Plattsburgh) and I were feeling her up and she loved it; she was in total ecstasy; it was great...lol I don't know but Max started to get a little frisky and wanted a little of this chocolate..ha! but yeah, my heart belongs to only one Maxwell, and he isn't him..awe blaaah lol...

well anywayz, I'm 28 and single ): at the moment, but it may change again...lol

Blacking Out The Friction

Ahhh! man, where should i begin..maybe at the beginning. So over the summer i loss one of my best friends. yeah, it's pretty unfortunate that I'll never see that beautiful face and hear that sweet sound leaving such an intelligent person again. I fucking miss you, Alison, and I always will.... But I'm recovering somewhat and I also have a feeling that you are the reason why i have Maxwell. I love him so much. He's the sweetest and sexiest person that i have ever met, and all I want to do is crawl right under him. ah magical.

School sucks! i do the bare minimum , which is terrible in my standards, but I do know, when I get my terrible grades from this semester, I'll probably hate myself, like a lot. blaaah

I'm still a little baaked from chilling with James. It was so much fun; we played 1,000 weed games and that game is pure genius so much fun! I wish there was a television in this mailroom so i could watch Bored To Death.....